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Clementine ([personal profile] shorthair) wrote in [community profile] entranceway2017-07-08 05:17 pm

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[ ooc: consider this a party post. feel free to tag around as much as you want to others, chiming in and giving advice. be anonymous like clementine or don't be anonymous, up to you. cw for underage drinking, probably mentions of violence, death, etc. ]

( the first time clementine ever had a drink, it was in a shed with nick. they thought they were going to die. it was the grossest thing she'd ever tasted. burned down her throat. moonshine. the second time, it was rum while they all sat in a circle, toasting to the people they'd lost. the third time, it was rum with coke when she checked in on shaun after georgia left.

the fourth time, it's rum again with coke, and she's had a little more than an eleven year old should, but she hit the anonymous function on the post before writing )


how do you deal with all the bullshit life throws at you?

like death and losing and surviving and wonderland and assholes and babies

and cannibals.

or whatever else you've been through. too much free time here.


( definitely feeling the rum now. but with the alcohol, it's like she's finally found some feeling she's been missing. her eyes burn. trust has become so hard that she doesn't trust anyone completely, because everyone has their own priorities. it's how the world works. it's what she's learned. iris is gone. everyone died back home. she has a newborn to take care of there. she's still got walker blood in her veins like michonne, like georgia and shaun have zombie blood in them. when she dies, she'll turn into one too unless someone shoots her first or she does it herself. and she doesn't know how to have emotions anymore. things should reach her and they don't. or maybe she just doesn't let them, and she can't tell the goddamn difference. )
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[There's something kind of liberating about anonymity here. It means she doesn't have to worry about disappointing anyone for saying what she thinks.]

i get really mad. madder than I should probably. sometimes i try to paint but it doesn't change anything.

lately i figure it's just easier if u don't let urself think anyone's gonna fix it for u.

it doesn't feel better, but it stops it from hurting so much.

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[personal profile] angewiesen 2017-07-09 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
[Jean doesn't bother with anonymity. He doesn't mind being known-- he ends up talking about stuff like this all the time.]

Maybe you should start with one piece of shit at a time. You had me on a line there until you said "babies".

[One of these things is not like the others.]

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life before this place was not that bad even if i learned to beat up unicorns but are babies and cannibals a thing here? like together?

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[personal profile] screwedontight 2017-07-09 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
by drinking a lot. before this place. here.

and by hoping I get to kill something soon. that's a new one but ithelps.


[He's drunk writing this, and has pretty much been drunk since the ski lodge event ended.]

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[the anonymity is nice, considering she's supposed to be keeping a low profile.]

copious amounts of alcohol, which might not be the best way to cope but sometimes it's the best i've got.

i get tired of surviving. of being the one who has to take down the people i care about most when there's no way to save them. i'm always going to be the one who has to make the hard choices.

people always say shit like it gets better or there will be an end to all this but I don't know if that's true. I think some things are beyond fixing.

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[personal profile] choosetruth 2017-07-09 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
Writing helps. Or talking it out, either in a recorder or with Shaun.

If you want someone to talk to, I'm here to listen. Clementine.

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[ Michonne doesn't bother with being anonymous, she doesn't care enough, honestly. She has an inkling of an idea who this is anyway, but she won't call it out. ]

You either let shit swallow you up, or you make room and keep going.

When the world is fucked, the last thing you have left is that choice. Give up, or keep going.


[ Michonne knows the feeling of being crushed, of loss so heavy you can't breathe; you don't want to. She gave up after the prison for a little while. She snapped out of it faster than the first time, but there's always going to be a day that comes when you're tested all over again. Is this the thing that makes you give up and die, or do you keep going? When she thought Rick was dead, when she thought she was watching him get eaten alive, she'd put down her katana and decided to die with him.

She knows. She knows what it is to decide on the spot that you're just done. ]
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[he doesn't feel like he has much to hide, but he can appreciate the idea of doing things anon like this. so why not?]

avoid dealing with it. fill up the emptiness with anything else. sure, it might catch up to me eventually, but eventually doesn't have to be today.

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determinedest: (* You're our real enemy.)

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I don't know.

Are you ok?

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[ this is hitting so close to home, anon. especially the cannibals part. beckett's lived this life — this is her life. ]

fight. do your damnedest to survive, no matter what.

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I used to know. I'm not so sure any of it works anymore.

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[#relatable]

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learn to not care

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I break things. Windows, lightbulbs, street lamps, anything that goes smash.

A doctor once told me to just repress everything but that didn't work too well.

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( mary jane has no idea clementine is the person behind the anonymous post, but the message behind it hit a little too close to home for mary jane to acknowledge, even with an anonymous feature. that said, she's a woman of her word, and a couple of days after that post, she and clementine have a support group meeting.

except mary jane's idea of a meeting is decidedly different from anyone else's.

a little sunshine never hurt anyone, so she's asked clementine to meet her in the front lawns, where mary jane is already getting herself reacquainted with a hula hoop. it's been a while since she tried it, but she's a natural dancer, so it doesn't take her long to pick it up again. )

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