[ Mondo swallows hard as he keeps his eyes at the other teen. He can't run away now, he's the one who told Ishimaru not to run in the first place.
But the weight of that conduct is much heavier than he thought it would be. It drops down on him the moment their eyes meet ー threatening his knees to buckle, urging his face to hang low in shame. He's been anticipating for this, but it doesn't get any easier. It doesn't change anything about him letting Ishimaru down, hurting him. ]
...I'm not your kyoudai.
[ His voice is pathetically thin and hoarse, slipping within the grits of teeth that continue with every attempt to keep his emotions in check. ]
I'm a murderer, and you're not an idiot.
[ He closes his eyes for a moment, just allow him one short moment. After this, he'll be okay.
A deep breath, and he opens them again. ]
That's why, stay away from me.
[ This is okay. This is more than okay. He's been given a second chance in life, and he's gonna make use of it to do better. He's not here to find happiness, not to make friends either. If antagonising himself couldn't make Ishimaru avoid him, then saying it directly like this should do the work, shouldn't it? ]
milks the goreat
But the weight of that conduct is much heavier than he thought it would be. It drops down on him the moment their eyes meet ー threatening his knees to buckle, urging his face to hang low in shame. He's been anticipating for this, but it doesn't get any easier. It doesn't change anything about him letting Ishimaru down, hurting him. ]
...I'm not your kyoudai.
[ His voice is pathetically thin and hoarse, slipping within the grits of teeth that continue with every attempt to keep his emotions in check. ]
I'm a murderer, and you're not an idiot.
[ He closes his eyes for a moment, just allow him one short moment. After this, he'll be okay.
A deep breath, and he opens them again. ]
That's why, stay away from me.
[ This is okay. This is more than okay. He's been given a second chance in life, and he's gonna make use of it to do better. He's not here to find happiness, not to make friends either. If antagonising himself couldn't make Ishimaru avoid him, then saying it directly like this should do the work, shouldn't it? ]