Lup, I'm sorry, I really meant to tell you. I wanted to, I was going to, on New Year's Eve. But we were having so much fun and...maybe selfishly I just didn't want to risk losing that.

[ So maybe not so brave. But what Lup says means a to her and she clears her throat. There's no crying in zombie confessionals. ]

Thank you, so much for that. It's good to hear, and important to me.