naughty_nurse: (Turn My Blue Heart To Red)
Mikan Tsumiki ([personal profile] naughty_nurse) wrote in [community profile] entranceway 2018-02-21 09:59 pm (UTC)

dammit, i'm crying again

[She's not surprised by his words, at least at first. He's a good guy, and he always seems to know just what to say. But as someone as touch-starved as she is, the little pat to her head is what shocks her (hope he doesn't get any chocolate on his hand). That's when his words really sink in, things he didn't have to say, yet they are things he means. There's no a doubt in her mind that he always speaks the truth, even when it would hurt.

She does NOT want to cry. Not here, not now, and her hands fly to her eyes to make sure it doesn't turn into a floodgate. It's not a full-on sob, thank goodness. But a few drops do come, ones she manages to wipe away.

Had she wanted to hear she'd done the right thing? Was she just desperate for praise in any form? An odd little laugh escapes her. It's not terribly surprising he's insulted Mettaton. Maybe he would have said that no matter who had rejected her. He's such a good guy. He says the nicest things.

Even if they're impossible. She's accepted it by now - no one would ever fall in love with Mikan Tsumiki.
]

Hee... heehee. It didn't feel cool... but thank you. You really know what to say, don't you? I wish I could be like that... saying things without hesitation...

[She manages to smile again, this time stronger.]

If you ever want someone, Mondo... you only deserve the best, okay? I know you keep putting yourself down, saying you don't know stuff, but you do... I think you know a lot more than most people.

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