Neither do I! [It's more petulant than anything else. She has no idea what she's supposed to do after actively apologizing. It'll turn out all right in the end. She knows it will, but it's so strange and awkward right now.]
She shouldn't have just run off like that. We all could have talked it out.
[Which cuts to the heart of something that bothered her, because she expected it to go better than it did for all that she was dreading the inevitable confrontation, and thus put it off when she really shouldn't have. She's skirted over the whole "I hate Real Lapis" aspect a lot, but to the best that she was aware, M'Lapis never actively tried to turn her away from real Lapis.] She just never wanted to talk about you, and so I didn't, but she wasn't just insulting you all the time.
[Or if she was, Peridot was obtuse about it. Honestly, maybe she was obtuse about a lot of things, looking back.]
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She shouldn't have just run off like that. We all could have talked it out.
[Which cuts to the heart of something that bothered her, because she expected it to go better than it did for all that she was dreading the inevitable confrontation, and thus put it off when she really shouldn't have. She's skirted over the whole "I hate Real Lapis" aspect a lot, but to the best that she was aware, M'Lapis never actively tried to turn her away from real Lapis.] She just never wanted to talk about you, and so I didn't, but she wasn't just insulting you all the time.
[Or if she was, Peridot was obtuse about it. Honestly, maybe she was obtuse about a lot of things, looking back.]