That's...an excellent point I hadn't considered. God, I'd probably be toast in that situation. I'm calm and I don't really panic, I guess. But I'd do the first thing that sounds logical when rules apply. Definitely sounds like that's out of the window in this world.

[ Rules and logic suited in a world without the dead, she means. ]

I think it's really impressive and admirable that you've survived. I'm no fighter, either. Although, I can shoot a gun with pretty good accuracy.