Dunno. [She sighs, reaching up to run a hand through her hair. She really has no idea what she wants, or how she wants to go about doing those things that she isn't sure she wants. For someone that usually has such a good head on her shoulders and knows exactly what she wants and when she wants it, she's entirely indecisive and unsure about all of this, and it drives her crazy.]

Guess I just need to accept that this is one of those things that will either make more sense in time or...it won't make more sense in time.

[Some things, she can't just solve right away, no matter how much she wants to. She looks entirely hopeless and in over her head the more she talks about it, and by this point she's just hoping that Martha takes mercy on her and changes the subject.]