[He's not expecting that. No one wants to hear people talking about themselves, talking up their personal growth when you yourself are having a bad time. It's not about him or whatever changes he's made as a person. He honestly just sort of expects her to ignore the statement entirely.]
[But she doesn't. He can tell she's feeling down about something, something big. He knows full well what that's like, to get caught up in your own head and stop really caring about who and what's around you, because it all just takes too much energy. Sans at least can't make the effort at all on the worse days. But here she is, being sincere, giving it importance.]
[He's not worth it, he knows. He doesn't deserve it. It's not like he's changed that much, and what does it even really matter if he has?]
heh. growing sideways maybe.
[He rubs the back of his skull, looking away again and munching his sandwich. It's nice of her to say, at least. Means that maybe he actually has changed in some kind of fundamental way.]
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[But she doesn't. He can tell she's feeling down about something, something big. He knows full well what that's like, to get caught up in your own head and stop really caring about who and what's around you, because it all just takes too much energy. Sans at least can't make the effort at all on the worse days. But here she is, being sincere, giving it importance.]
[He's not worth it, he knows. He doesn't deserve it. It's not like he's changed that much, and what does it even really matter if he has?]
heh. growing sideways maybe.
[He rubs the back of his skull, looking away again and munching his sandwich. It's nice of her to say, at least. Means that maybe he actually has changed in some kind of fundamental way.]
if you don't wanna talk about it, i won't ask.