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entranceway2018-02-01 11:50 am
deathlessness) wrote in entranceway2018-02-01 11:50 am
014 ƒ voice } { til now, i always got by on my own
[It's been a nagging, trickling feeling in the back of her mind as the weeks in January pass, something she isn't fully willing to acknowledge at first. Klaus slips away without comment from her to the world at large because she isn't sure if many will miss him, and those that do will notice on their own. She stays quiet for the time being, not wanting to draw too much attention to herself, but that changes when she wakes up and the wall that normally held a door to the common room that joined the two Mikaelson rooms is gone completely.
So not just Klaus, but also Caroline.
She then intended to do the dutiful thing and inform Damon and Elena, but the bar only seemed to turn up empty, and when she tried to text them, both messages were bounced back quickly. It's a disorienting feeling to find yourself suddenly absent of all the people you know from your own world, suddenly absent of being known, and she isn't entirely sure what to do with it.
It's funny. She had spent so much time alone in her life, you would think that she would be prepared for the inevitability of being alone again. Instead, it hits her like a sack of bricks and for the moment, she's glad she's alone in the bar, because that kind of vulnerability is not something she's prone to showing.
("There's always going to be a spell to do or an enemy to fight, but when all that's done, you deserve someone who gets you."
God, she misses Keelin.)
She spends a long time staring down neck of a bottle of tequila - not the same amount of time as her last drunken post, so she is slightly more coherent and sober than last time, but still obviously drunk.]
A question for you all, if you feel like getting a little existential:
Not this Christmas, but the Christmas before we had these ... dreams, I guess you could call them. More accurately they were probably visions or predictions of what we would become if Wonderland was allowed to continue to gnaw away at us, bit by bit. In those visions, we all had become ... residents, in a sense. We belonged to Wonderland, and what came before no longer mattered, no longer existed, because, presumably, we had forgotten it.
[Klaus had forgotten almost everything but Hope, and that had been a blow in and of itself.]
Or it had been stolen, depending on how you look at it.
[She's going somewhere with this, she promises.]
We're all here for indeterminate amounts of time, we don't know if we'll be fortunate enough to return home, or if we'll become like the residents where this is all we know. So in terms of a worst case scenario, do you think it would be better or worse to meet that final end? To be stuck here, still remembering who you are and the things that matter to you, or to forget it all, and only focus on the things you can change?
[Yep, it's time for depressing o'clock with Freya Mikaelson. She honestly is curious though.]
Does it make the question easier or harder to answer if you are here alone, with no one else from your world?
Inquiring minds would love to know.
[And with that she will disconnect and go back to her bottle.]
So not just Klaus, but also Caroline.
She then intended to do the dutiful thing and inform Damon and Elena, but the bar only seemed to turn up empty, and when she tried to text them, both messages were bounced back quickly. It's a disorienting feeling to find yourself suddenly absent of all the people you know from your own world, suddenly absent of being known, and she isn't entirely sure what to do with it.
It's funny. She had spent so much time alone in her life, you would think that she would be prepared for the inevitability of being alone again. Instead, it hits her like a sack of bricks and for the moment, she's glad she's alone in the bar, because that kind of vulnerability is not something she's prone to showing.
("There's always going to be a spell to do or an enemy to fight, but when all that's done, you deserve someone who gets you."
God, she misses Keelin.)
She spends a long time staring down neck of a bottle of tequila - not the same amount of time as her last drunken post, so she is slightly more coherent and sober than last time, but still obviously drunk.]
A question for you all, if you feel like getting a little existential:
Not this Christmas, but the Christmas before we had these ... dreams, I guess you could call them. More accurately they were probably visions or predictions of what we would become if Wonderland was allowed to continue to gnaw away at us, bit by bit. In those visions, we all had become ... residents, in a sense. We belonged to Wonderland, and what came before no longer mattered, no longer existed, because, presumably, we had forgotten it.
[Klaus had forgotten almost everything but Hope, and that had been a blow in and of itself.]
Or it had been stolen, depending on how you look at it.
[She's going somewhere with this, she promises.]
We're all here for indeterminate amounts of time, we don't know if we'll be fortunate enough to return home, or if we'll become like the residents where this is all we know. So in terms of a worst case scenario, do you think it would be better or worse to meet that final end? To be stuck here, still remembering who you are and the things that matter to you, or to forget it all, and only focus on the things you can change?
[Yep, it's time for depressing o'clock with Freya Mikaelson. She honestly is curious though.]
Does it make the question easier or harder to answer if you are here alone, with no one else from your world?
Inquiring minds would love to know.
[And with that she will disconnect and go back to her bottle.]