[video forever]

[shrimpheavennow]

[Eleanor isn't...great about being vulnerable as it is. But it's even worse knowing how many people she's about to open up to. So she takes a deep breath before she actually speaks, letting it out in a slow sigh. And gives the most forced smile ever.]

So...hi. I uh. I was gone, for a bit. Went back to my world and stuff happened and now I'm here again. And it kind of means my memory is all over the place, because, surprise, Michael reset my memory again while I was back there. And I'm kind of...having a hard time. I can't even remember which room was mine.

[Eugh, that was so honest and sincere. She closes her eyes, as if it doesn't count if she isn't looking. Honestly it doesn't work at all, and she stares into the camera again, expression tight.]

Just. What do you guys do to like...ignore how fucked up the inside of your head is? Fuck, nobody else is probably dealing with this. My point is I need a distraction, or maybe a head injury. Suggestions welcome. So. Bye, I guess.

[She scowls, annoyed at how that fell apart at the end, but. Fuck, she tried, right?]

Comments

[shrimpheavennow]

Wait, you went to Hell too?

[Except, like, the real one. As opposed to the experiment Michael was running.]

Uh, we should probably talk about that sometime. But if you just got back here too, it'd probably be healthier to take a break. Maybe. Hopefully there's no events anytime soon.

[twirlier]

[Misty stares at Eleanor, stunned.] You've been there too? I'm so sorry. But yes. I would, actually, sometime. I mean, everyone feels bad but they don't all know what it's like. Especially since I have questions for you about someone that came for me there. [Because talks of Michaels, this should go well.]

[shrimpheavennow]

Uh, yeah, for sure. I will say, from...what I've heard, I went to a really different part of hell and it was more psychological? But. Yeah. It seems like most folks here showed up before they died. Or maybe when they died, I guess.

[She has to wonder how that all works. This would look like some kind of afterlife if it weren't for the complication of people like them showing up who've already been to one.]

[twirlier]

I was about a year after I died, and my Hell was only physical in what it made me do, so I can understand that.

I think that's why though so many think this is Hell, especially when it takes them away from good things.

[She didn't have that issue like so many did.]