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H-Hello everyone... I'm sorry to bother you, but, um... t-this has been a long time coming. I mean, a few weeks, but that's kind of long? Maybe it's been too long... Ahhh, this is hard...

I-I wanted to apologize for my actions earlier this month. I've been told I d-don't need to be sorry, because it was Wonderland, and it does a-awful things to us... But... I feel... it still came from somewhere deep inside of me. I-I thought about texting this out instead, b-but... I didn't want to back out and d-delete everything... I should o-own up... I'm getting off topic again...

At the beginning of this month, I attacked people who c-came into the clinic. My r-reasoning... I felt so useless... That no one needed me... I-I'm a nurse, the Super High School Level Nurse, it means I'm the best. But... a lot of people here d-don't need doctors or nurses... Death isn't even permanent here. So during those days, I thought... I would make people need me. I would hurt them so I could heal them... Even though the first rule of medicine is d-do no harm...

N-Now I'm scared to be near people, in case W-wonderland does that to me again... I can't even kill myself, in order to repent... I want to be forgiven, but what can I possibly do to earn that? ... I-If there is anything you want me to do, I will do it... I'll l-leave that offer there...

I am sorry... I am really truly sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry...

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well you already know what i think, so.

Sans...

... Why? I don't understand it. Hasn't your opinion of me changed? At all?

don't worry about it
i was out of control anyway

You did the right thing with me. But I don't get why you're so calm about it?

cause i was heading off to kill my friend at the time and if you hadn't delayed me i might not have been stopped

[Now, this part is news to her!]

Wait. What? I actually helped?

basically yeah
don't beat yourself up
you weren't yourself

I just can't believe that awful thing I did was actually useful!

Thank goodness, I'm glad your friend is all right, and you didn't have to suffer that way.

don't worry about it
your not the first person to try to kill me

There are things I can and cannot do, and not worry is not one of them.

wasnt your fault this time
blame wonderland

It still stemmed from somewhere. I have to find some way to get over this, or at least make me feel something else, in case it happens again.

assign someone to keep you in your room maybe
stay in isolation

Like a bodyguard for everyone else! That could work, there are a lot of people stronger than me here.

get a good lock for your door and your set
wonderland likes to fuck people up
good to take precautions

not really.

[He's sort of used to people who are friends one minute and horrifying murderous lunatics the next.]

honestly holding grudges is just more effort than it's worth. especially since you weren't really in your right mind. i mean, none of us were. i did some stuff that weekend i'm really not proud of.

A lock too! You're very smart.

i'm a fast learner

[Nnnnno he's not.]

... I wonder if this is because of what you are, or who you are... I still don't get it, I really don't...

But it is exhausting.

[Well she now thinks he's one of the smartest guys around.]

I am very fortunate to know you.

not really
but it means something that you think so

I'm grateful you could feel something!

Mikan! Please, please don't hurt yourself! Wonderland's magic affects everyone. I'm sure you would never hurt anyone if you could ever help it, is that correct? So you have nothing to "repent" for.

thanks.
but seriously it's fine

Mister Pines...

Aren't you scared? I said all that... That this kind of person was treating you...

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