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[naughty_nurse]

 H-Hello everyone... I'm sorry to bother you, but, um... t-this has been a long time coming. I mean, a few weeks, but that's kind of long? Maybe it's been too long... Ahhh, this is hard...

I-I wanted to apologize for my actions earlier this month.  I've been told I d-don't need to be sorry, because it was Wonderland, and it does a-awful things to us... But... I feel... it still came from somewhere deep inside of me. I-I thought about texting this out instead, b-but... I didn't want to back out and d-delete everything... I should o-own up... I'm getting off topic again...

At the beginning of this month, I attacked people who c-came into the clinic. My r-reasoning... I felt so useless... That no one needed me... I-I'm a nurse, the Super High School Level Nurse, it means I'm the best. But... a lot of people here d-don't need doctors or nurses... Death isn't even permanent here. So during those days, I thought... I would make people need me. I would hurt them so I could heal them... Even though the first rule of medicine is d-do no harm...

N-Now I'm scared to be near people, in case W-wonderland does that to me again... I can't even kill myself, in order to repent... I want to be forgiven, but what can I possibly do to earn that? ... I-If there is anything you want me to do, I will do it... I'll l-leave that offer there...

I am sorry... I am really truly sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry...

Comments

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[rosswood]

don't worry about it
i was out of control anyway

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[naughty_nurse]

You did the right thing with me. But I don't get why you're so calm about it?

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[rosswood]

cause i was heading off to kill my friend at the time and if you hadn't delayed me i might not have been stopped

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[naughty_nurse]

[Now, this part is news to her!]

Wait. What? I actually helped?

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[rosswood]

basically yeah
don't beat yourself up
you weren't yourself

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[naughty_nurse]

I just can't believe that awful thing I did was actually useful!

Thank goodness, I'm glad your friend is all right, and you didn't have to suffer that way.

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[rosswood]

don't worry about it
your not the first person to try to kill me

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[naughty_nurse]

There are things I can and cannot do, and not worry is not one of them.

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[rosswood]

wasnt your fault this time
blame wonderland

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[naughty_nurse]

It still stemmed from somewhere. I have to find some way to get over this, or at least make me feel something else, in case it happens again.

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[rosswood]

assign someone to keep you in your room maybe
stay in isolation

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[naughty_nurse]

Like a bodyguard for everyone else! That could work, there are a lot of people stronger than me here.

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[rosswood]

get a good lock for your door and your set
wonderland likes to fuck people up
good to take precautions

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[naughty_nurse]

A lock too! You're very smart.

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[rosswood]

i'm a fast learner

[Nnnnno he's not.]

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[naughty_nurse]

[Well she now thinks he's one of the smartest guys around.]

I am very fortunate to know you.

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[rosswood]

not really
but it means something that you think so

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[naughty_nurse]

I'm grateful you could feel something!

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[rosswood]

thanks.
but seriously it's fine

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[naughty_nurse]

Thank you. I mean it.

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[rosswood]

no problem
take it easy nurse girl

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[naughty_nurse]

You take it easy too!