Seta Souji ▫ 瀬多総司 (
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entranceway2017-07-10 08:51 am
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[Souji is, surprise surprise, in the di-- Actually, this time he's in the kitchen. For a change of pace. He's got the device propped up on something so that he can talk at it hands free. Sitting in front of him is a piece of the rainbowiest rainbow cake a person could possibly make.]
Today is my sixth anniversary.
[He nudges the cake a little toward the camera.]
So I made cake. There's plenty of it, so I'll leave it here in the kitchen in case any one wants to have some.
[With a smile that seems quite tired, he shifts the cake to one side, and glances after it. With his gaze still cast away from the camera, he asks:]
How long have you been here? Do you want to go home? [He looks back at the camera again, his expression more thoughtful than tired now.] I'm kind of...doubting myself in that regard.
Today is my sixth anniversary.
[He nudges the cake a little toward the camera.]
So I made cake. There's plenty of it, so I'll leave it here in the kitchen in case any one wants to have some.
[With a smile that seems quite tired, he shifts the cake to one side, and glances after it. With his gaze still cast away from the camera, he asks:]
How long have you been here? Do you want to go home? [He looks back at the camera again, his expression more thoughtful than tired now.] I'm kind of...doubting myself in that regard.
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What have you thought of already?
[Souji had to have thought of something or had some ideas.]
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[Those seem like givens.]
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Is that what you want to do?
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[He realizes that doesn't answer the question, though.]
I think I want to do those things. Or at least it's what I think I should do.
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And then what after that?
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...It's hard to even imagine going to school without the others.
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Why can't you stay in Inaba?
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[He had to keep up his side of the agreement, even if the reasons he'd made it were no longer valid.]
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[He'd be an adult and could make his own decisions.]
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I'm kind of looking forward to that.
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[It was only fair. Now that Souji was old enough to do so, he should.]
... Did you want more cake?
[Minato wanted to continue this conversation away from the kitchen.]
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I'll cover the rest up.
[He should make sure it was kept fresh for anyone who wanted some.]
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Do you agree?
[He waited for Souji to respond since even Minato thought it was harsh.]
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I don't think of it that way. As abandonment.
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[Minato hurt on Souji's behalf, even if he shouldn't have. It was just a sensitive subject for him.]
When you go back, you'll have to face that again.
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It won't be that different.
[Different from his year in Inaba. But not at all different from the rest of his life.]
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Do you see why I worry about your future now?
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I understand.
[It wasn't necessarily an unreasonable worry.]
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Did you want me to worry?
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[Worry was a source of stress and Souji wanted things to be easy and calm for Minato.]
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[They left Souji. Why couldn't Souji just leave them either?]
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[What he doesn't say--at least not yet--is that living in his parents' house, even when it was empty, might be better than living alone. Though on the other hand, living alone by choice might be better than being alone because his parents were simply too busy to be around.]
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[Besides throwing money at him sometimes even they even remembered that they had a son.]
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[Souji wasn't sure why he felt like he needed to defend them. Probably just because they were his parents, and for no other reason. He owed them a lot, whether they were around or not.
He shook his head.]
It doesn't really matter. I'm not really considering them when I think about my future anyway.
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Minato pointed over to the dock where they could sit. Like before. Like old times, if they had those.]
What'll you do after you graduate from the university?
[It wasn't that far off either, considering. Finishing the last year of high school and finishing university work was shorter than Souji's entire stay in Wonderland.]
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