handing: (what do i do with this truth he's told?)
Pepper Potts ([personal profile] handing) wrote in [community profile] entranceway2014-09-05 05:31 pm

Action + Video

[She's heard before of the phenomenon where things happen both incredibly fast and slow all at once. She's even experienced it to some degree, staring at flashing red lights or down the arm of a massive mechanical suit ready to kill her. But this, this is something new, and all the more horrible for it. Wind and heat wrap around her body, flames from below that promise her doom. She's falling, faster than any person should, too fast for Tony to summon a suit to save her.

And the worst part is that they both know it. That's the part that happens slowly for her: what she sees above, the horror and shock etched so perfectly on Tony's face when their fingers just miss. She knows, knows in her heart what's going to happen then, her body clenching as his eyes send the message home even more certainly than the pyre beneath, the ground too far below.

She's going to die.

But even though the fall only takes seconds outside of her own head, that's still enough time for things to change. Just as fire surrounds her, burns her flesh and blinds her eyes, the world shifts in an impossible way. She should have landed among oil drums, brought down during the dark night just before Christmas. Instead Pepper falls from a clear blue sky, not into fire but the fountain, sending up a wave of water and steam with her landing.

That shouldn't have been enough to save her, however. Not that she knows it yet; her world is comprised entirely of pain, her body glowing bright as it stitches itself back together. Broken bones set themselves and mend, burnt flesh reforms with a different brand of fire. The heat surrounding her is immense, and any who have already arrived would be wise not to touch her. Even after she stands, when Pepper can finally try and figure out what's happened, she's still burning under her skin.

Eventually, her mind clears. Memories of Wonderland return, and whatever calmness she can find knowing that Killian hasn't truly killed her, neither here nor at home, manage to make the heat of Extremis ebb. She won't go to the clinic--no matter who tries to take her there, no matter how much they swear she needs to be looked at, Pepper staunchly refuses. She's had more than enough of people examining her, and other things that are fare more important. She has to find Tony, to replace that last memory of his eyes with something far better, to tell herself that things truly are and will be okay--eventually.

But there's still the virus inside of her, the danger it presents. Pepper can't remember much from her time spent as a captive, but she knows why Killian and Maya were after Tony. They needed him to stabilize Extremis, to keep people from dying. The future's promise, that in a few months back home she's going to be lunching with Natasha, only does so much to ease the burden of the presence. She needs a sense of control, which is why for almost everyone else, her reintroduction comes in the form of a video message. She's put herself together as much as she can, showered and dressed, looking as far removed from the woman who fell from the sky hours before as she can manage.]


This is Pepper Potts; I'm back now. [She hesitates, on the verge of apologizing for any inconveniences her absence caused. That's too formal though, too businesslike. She's talking to people who care about her, friends who are going to see through whatever facade she tries to put up, because she's never been good at lying, and some of them are very perceptive. Her lips pressed together, Pepper takes a breath, then manages something close to a smile. She won't stop people from visiting, and she can't stop them from asking, but this way, hopefully, she can manage the conversations.] I guess I should ask what I've missed. I've heard it's been over two weeks since I was gone?
widows_kiss: serious, curious (A1 013)

Re: [Action]

[personal profile] widows_kiss 2014-10-12 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Natasha gives her a wry look. ]

You realize that's what every member on our team has said a dozen times at least and yet. Here we all are. I think it's what you can do in the heat of the moment that counts. You didn't panic. Your reaction was to protect. That says more than you think.
widows_kiss: serious, curious (Default)

Re: [Action]

[personal profile] widows_kiss 2014-10-14 01:31 pm (UTC)(link)
We all figure this out in our own way. Have what we're good at, equipped for. It's not always easy getting from Point A to Point B. [ Natasha's lips quirk at that. ] And training never hurts. It's something we all have to do. None of this really came naturally for any of us. We had to hone the potential that was there into something that worked.
widows_kiss: fond (A1 007)

Re: [Action]

[personal profile] widows_kiss 2014-10-18 04:32 am (UTC)(link)
I don't mind. [ Natasha stands and gives her a crooked smile as she smooths her hands down over her jeans. ] You know where to find me if you need me, Pepper. Don't be afraid to come looking.