Tom Hanniger (
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text; Ahh, come feel the rain.
[It's been a while, hasn't it, Wonderland. Tom doesn't have the balls to approach the network any way other than text. He doesn't want to show his face. He doesn't even want to do this but it's only fair to post a public warning. This is stupid, asking for trouble, he knows. But. Well. Event.]
This is a public notice.
I've relocated to the 1st floor. I'll try to stay out of your way.
For what it's worth, I'm so sorry. If it were up to me I'd disappear completely, but it's not fair to any of you to be in the clinic.
I've never been a man of words but sorry doesn't even to begin to express what I am. Sick, maybe. Sick and without any way to make amends for it. My future self could have prevented this and I can't pretend to understand why he didn't.
But what I know for sure is that I am not dangerous.
[Tom has relocated to room 025 on the first floor. He will be spending most of his time trying to avoid every living being but if you're after a confrontation or just curious to meet Wonderland's resident nutjob, he's there.]
[[A PRAYER - intercept-able to higher beings or those with telepathy who might hear. Feel free to reply via this post, action, or in his ic contact voice mail. The prayer is made late at night, through heartbreak and torment. Perhaps a last ditch effort from someone who has lost their faith a long time ago.]]
Almighty God, our heavenly Father,
I have sinned against you and against my neighbor in thought and word and deed,
through negligence, through weakness, through my own deliberate fault.
I am truly sorry and repent for all my sins....not that I deserve, o God.
For the sake of your Son- for the people of this world whom I have wronged..hurt. Ruined.
Please forgive me for all that has passed and grant that I may serve in newness of life
to the glory of your name.
Lord, I am not worthy to receive you but only say the word and I shall be healed.
Please. Please.. help me. Please make this go away. Make me go away.
I've done enough damage.
Amen.
This is a public notice.
I've relocated to the 1st floor. I'll try to stay out of your way.
For what it's worth, I'm so sorry. If it were up to me I'd disappear completely, but it's not fair to any of you to be in the clinic.
I've never been a man of words but sorry doesn't even to begin to express what I am. Sick, maybe. Sick and without any way to make amends for it. My future self could have prevented this and I can't pretend to understand why he didn't.
But what I know for sure is that I am not dangerous.
[Tom has relocated to room 025 on the first floor. He will be spending most of his time trying to avoid every living being but if you're after a confrontation or just curious to meet Wonderland's resident nutjob, he's there.]
[[A PRAYER - intercept-able to higher beings or those with telepathy who might hear. Feel free to reply via this post, action, or in his ic contact voice mail. The prayer is made late at night, through heartbreak and torment. Perhaps a last ditch effort from someone who has lost their faith a long time ago.]]
Almighty God, our heavenly Father,
I have sinned against you and against my neighbor in thought and word and deed,
through negligence, through weakness, through my own deliberate fault.
I am truly sorry and repent for all my sins....not that I deserve, o God.
For the sake of your Son- for the people of this world whom I have wronged..hurt. Ruined.
Please forgive me for all that has passed and grant that I may serve in newness of life
to the glory of your name.
Lord, I am not worthy to receive you but only say the word and I shall be healed.
Please. Please.. help me. Please make this go away. Make me go away.
I've done enough damage.
Amen.
text.
so whats with the texting
Was kinda hoping to see the whole twin thing for myself
[ as for tom staying out of everyone's way... dean might not know him, but if he knows anything about the breed of human tom is claimed to be, that won't last long. ]
text.
Oh goody.
And tbh? You know what happened, you really think a video stream is a good idea?
text.
didn't say you had to show your mug to everyone.
And you already gave away your new location. basically an invitation for some people.
text. -> video
[And then because it is CLEARLY A GREAT IDEA, Tom flips to video. He looks, well. Like shit. Shouldn't be hard to see that, Deano. You wear the look like an old leather jacket.]
Just didn't seem fair to haunt to clinic anymore. A heads up seemed fair.
video
shit's crazy. and crazy does look like shit, apparently. ]
I like that; a murderer who likes to make sure things're fair. They're gonna make a flick 'bout you, I bet. [ won't that be something? ]
So what's your deal anyway?
video
Well, you know. I try.
[But the joke is empty, a gut response, especially when dealing with Dean. Sorry man, you two have history.]
What do you want to know. You've heard..everything by now, I assume. Because to be honest? I'm still trying to figure it out. One minute I was okay and the next.. I started losing time..seeing things. Thought I was hunting a monster..turned out I was chasing my own tail.
video
[ maybe if he'd seen the damage tom had done, this would be going entirely different. but he didn't -- or doesn't remember -- so he's more curious than anything. ]
We've all been there-- in a way or so, I guess. Usually with less blood and no angry mob of people. What makes you think you ain't gonna flip the switch again and get out the chainsaw?
video
You're not gonna like it..
video
Let's hear it.
video
But uh, if we're being specific, it was a different me..deal still holds, though. I'm sick, Dean. He..I don't know..ripped it out. Cuffed and gagged it. I'm just a human, you know? Not exactly a match for the king of Hell.
[Snort. He scrubs his face again.]
That sounds fuckin' nuts.
video
Come again? [ because dean thought you just said you made a deal with crowley. a deal with motherfucking crowley. ]
You made a deal with that slimy son of a bitch-- do you even know what that-- that's fuckin' stupid. [ dealing with demons is the worst. and dean, for all his deals in the past, still has enough room to judge. ]
So to top off the fact that you like murderin' people, you shake on it with demons and expect-- hell, I don't even know. Here I thought you psychopathic types at least had something smart going for you in that twisted little noggin of yours.
video
Shit.
Okay, listen.
It wasn't me. I mean, it was- it was my body, but it wasn't me that did all this. I wasn't even here for it, you get me? Like possession?
And I already told you, I didn't make the deal, either, it just applied to me. but he can't break it, right? That's the rule?
video
Screw his rules-- [ technically true, but. ] You poke him often enough with something sharp and hard, and he'll start taking back his deals.
video
[For lack of tact.]
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It shows, too. His face and shoulders drop and he just.. just.. well fuck. Ducks his head and runs his hand through his hair.]
..shit.
video
Look, I ain't sayin' it'll happen, but it could. He's basically got you by the short and curlies with this, meanin' you get in his way or do something to piss him off... [ he's sure tom can imagine the rest. ]
video
Fuck me. I didn't even make this deal.
[He looks back at the camera]
So what do I do? Is there- is there like a trap or something I can.. can I tattoo it or something?
video
An anti-possession tattoo'll only get you so far, man.