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What do you do when someone breaks your trust in them? Is there a way to regain it? Should it be regained? How do you learn to trust anyone again?

[And then, after some time...]

[PRIVATE VOICE TO FIDDLEFORD]

Is the offer for memory erasure... s-still open?

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One of the problems is, I have issues about being alone. I desperately want people around me even if they hurt me.

I can understand that. Been there myself. Thing is? That only makes alone worse. If they're going to keep hurting you, stand up for yourself, even if you forgive them. Never forget, you know? You probably deserve better.

[She sincerely doubts she does.]

But maybe forgetting would make it all stop hurting.

And then what? You don't know to be wary the next time? Or you forget the good parts because you can't handle the bad? You'll just keep hurting, just in new ways.

What if there was a way to only forget the bad? I don't mean getting over it, I mean an actual scientific way to get rid of it? Would that be okay?

Hey, what's okay for you doesn't have to be okay with others. Me? I wouldn't do it but I don't like any of this shit about Wonderland being in our heads so wouldn't like that much either. But you have to do what's right for you, you know?

These days I don't know what's right or wrong for me. I'm sorry I'm being so unhelpful.

naw, you're fine. Just wish I had better answers. maybe not do anything rash though until youre sure?

Yes. I definitely need time to think before acting.

Don't give them an opening to your head here, okay?

I'll try. It's all I can do.

Good. Don't let this place win by doing their job for them.

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