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entranceway2013-09-10 12:55 pm
ofletters) wrote in entranceway2013-09-10 12:55 pm
Entry tags:
- btvs: buffy summers,
- once upon a time: graham humbert,
- pirates of the caribbean: jack sparrow,
- supernatural: castiel,
- supernatural: dean winchester,
- supernatural: jo harvelle,
- supernatural: sam winchester,
- teen wolf: allison argent,
- teen wolf: stiles stilinski,
- the caster chronicles: lena duchannes,
- the dark knight rises: john blake
♛ eighth hunt - voice
Secrets. [ There's a dry laugh, something wearied and underscored with years and years of self-loathing and disappointment. ] People'll kill to keep some stuff under wraps. And a lot of the others're just broadcasting out the worst things they've done. Stealing, lying, a murder--
[ There's a stretch of silence, now. What would it be like, to have more normalized worries, to only have something mildly mortifying to look back on and regret? ]
... I'm not doing either. Can't-- Won't. Killing someone isn't worth that. But I'm not going with this story time of twisted crap, either. I--
[ The things he'd done are, in his own mind, far past the point of sharing and caring. ]
I can't forgive myself for it all, but I can't talk about it, either. So if it comes out, it comes out.
[ There's a stretch of silence, now. What would it be like, to have more normalized worries, to only have something mildly mortifying to look back on and regret? ]
... I'm not doing either. Can't-- Won't. Killing someone isn't worth that. But I'm not going with this story time of twisted crap, either. I--
[ The things he'd done are, in his own mind, far past the point of sharing and caring. ]
I can't forgive myself for it all, but I can't talk about it, either. So if it comes out, it comes out.